I am gonna blog for this,
some thing's really got on my nerves.
i don't know why some people just have to make things difficult for others?
and watching them die?making a dead path for him/her?
is it because that they don't like him/her?
watching him/her die or making him/her die makes them feels better?or even happy?
didn't they knew that,
1 day,somewhere,sometime,
such things might happen to them?
and having their retribution?
making their live worst than hell?
oh my god.
i couldn't think of that!
even though,i hate someone,or i should say,dislike?
i don't really want them dead.
i dislike someone for a good reason,
and not just because of some actions they did,
like acting cute,or whatever,
that make me dislike them.
i am not such a person,ain't i?
it's like,i dislike a person,
cause,they did something bad to me,
like backstabbing me,or trying to make me as their scapegoat.
OR,
when i didn't even do anything,
they just say things behind my back.
which makes everyone dislike me,
by psycho-ing them.
AND 1 more,GOSSIPING!
it IRKS me badly.
but importantly,i don't show out that i dislike him/her.
why there's so much of this TYPE of people in earth.
can't everyone live in peace and harmony?
helping one another when they have any difficulties,
rather than watching them die?
does making all these make YOU happy?
if yes,i think,
they have to see a psychiatrists,
cause,i think that,
they are just a psycho.
making peoples' live like hell,by making themselves happy.
that's what i can say.
why should we take so much trouble to do all these,
making harm to others.
just lead YOUR own live,
leave others alone.
dislike people?
that's your problem.
don't drag others in.
i know,
not everyone is being well liked by others,
even me,myself,
i knew,somehow,
no matter how GOOD my personality is,
there are always SOME who will dislike me.
BUT,i take it as nothing happen,
cause,it's ME MYSELF.
i don't need people to change my style,personality or whatever.
why should i act like someone who is not my real person?
does it feels good?
it feels weird and it make me don't even like myself anymore.
felt SO FAKE!
different people have their own personality,
characters,and so on.
each and one of them are SPECIAL.
can't because of their specialty,
dislike them or what.
even if YOU,dislike others,
a lot of others DISLIKE YOU TOO.
don't think that you are perfect in all ways.
as what i said in my previous post,
none is perfect.
even me myself,
are not perfect.
by doing harms to others,
will make a lot of others dislike you more.
try to accept others and not criticizing them.
it will make our lives better,as well as for others.
this post is to tell others,
don't always see others bad point,
they will always have good point some how in them.
and most importantly,
FORGIVE AND FORGET.
makes ones feels better,
than carrying hatred around with you.
i loved being carefree,
i want peace,
last of all,
i want to thank my few true beloved friends,
who always stayed by my side,
no matter what happen.
helping me whenever i needed help.
accompany me through my unhappy days.
THANKS LOTS!
not like some hypocrites around me,
trying all ways to harm me,
felt so SCARY!
but,HAHA,i won't lose such battle,i fight it through.
or maybe i will just leave,
rather than always stayed,
and see people's FACE.
Heeeeeeee!
i know my beloved friends can't read this,
cause,this blog i am keeping it a personal blog,
which only me able to see it,
maybe someone might be able to glance through this blog in accident,
but i won't know it.
i am still keeping it a secret blog.