Tuesday, November 20, 2007
woots~today got time to post so i post something.
hehe.last Sunday went out with my precious.
he was waiting for me downstairs my house.
he bought me a gift,a wallet that i always wanted it but feeling it was too expensive to buy.
he bought it to ask for my forgiveness to him.but i have already forgiven him.
i was so touched by him,with those wordings on the wallet.
it's not the wallet i am happy about,it's his thought that makes me happy.
writing:"IM SORRY,BAOBEI.I LOVE U."
i am so surprised that he would do such thing.but i was touched:)
we went shopping around in china town.my damn shoe keep biting me.
makes me so difficult to walk.
haha,he went to buy me a slipper as he promised me he would buy for me since he spoil my slipper last time.hehe.thanks baobei!
i also bought a wallet for my besties since her birthday is approaching.
after shopping around,we went to vivo to shop.
then walk to harbour front centre.
we saw the magnet key chain,a girl and a boy.
he bought for the both of us.
I've take the boy and he take the girl,cos he's a GAY!
HAHA! after shopping around,we took a bus home.
he sent me home,and on our way home,
i saw 7-eleven shop outside got a $1 machine,to roll out the capsule.
i wanted to roll it,cos i need a pad lock to lock my cash box,to prevent people to steal my MONEY!$$$$$HAHA!
but end up,he rolled it for me.
A bomber man pad lock.hehe,so nice of him.
I've wasted him lots of money T.T
sorry to have let you waste so much money on me T.T
precious must try to save up money already ok?
next time eat lesser,if not your tummy is getting bigger each day!!FAT ASS!!!
squeeze your stomach and let you itch till die!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
ok i'll end here.
baobei love you.
Friday, November 16, 2007
when I'm with you,i can feel very blessed,feel happy,feel sad,feel very hurt.
i never had this kind of feelings before.
when i used to be single,i was thinking why my friends,because of some problems in their relationship,they will cry.
i told them,if it was me,i won't cry over such matter.
if want break then just let it be.
but now i could finally understand why is it so difficult to let go,and it can make a person cry,and so much agony:( it was really painful.
how i wished i was single all along.
and not get into such relationship.it really hurt much.
it's you who bring so much joy to my life,
and
it's you who bring so much misery to my life.
without you,i could be much better right now.
but now,i really couldn't get over it with you.
you just stand so much percent in my life now.
how am i suppose to let you go?
even if i can't,i need to try.
i wish to give you a chance.but can you promise that you won't make the same mistake again?
and if i give you a chance,will you take it for granted?
what if you take it for granted,will you be hurting my heart again and again?
and who will be the one who is giving me a chance?
NO ONE!my mind now is in a whirl,i don't what i should do now.
whether to give you another chance?or just break up.
seeing your sms,makes me cry.i really wanted to give you another chance.
cos i still loves you.but i am afraid,you will hurt me again and again.
i don't want to be tied up with the same thing again.
it took me quite a long time to have the courage to break up with you,
and set my mind up.
even when i dream,i dream that we are quarreling.
but when sms came,it totally changed my mind.
i really wanted to give you a chance.
but i was thinking,will you treasure it?ask yourself please.
i don't want you to give me such a big blow again.
i really can't take it anymore.my head is very pain now.cracking the cells up.
should i reply your sms?or not?i am thinking real hard.
i can't bare to leave you too.
i can only have 2 choices.
but now,i really don't know.
i hope you can take the initiative to read my blog and know how i am feeling.
but i never regret being together with you.
it's you who slowly touches my heart,by your sincerity,your concern,your care and your perseverance.
no matter how long you will still wait for me,and slowly touches my heart.
sweetie,i really do loves you a lot,but you kept doubting my love towards you.
and even said i treat you like shit.
do you know you hurt my heart deeply?by saying all these?
but last of all,
baby,i love you as much as you love me.i don't blame you for anything.
please trust me.
wrote on Saturday,November 17,2007,1 pm.
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i don't know what's wrong with me now.i just get pissed off so easily.i don't want to.
but i really can't helped it.so sorry that i always flare my anger at you,when you did no wrong.
maybe you're the only one that i can behave like this in front of.no one else i can behave like this.
i know in this whole wide world,other than my families,you're the one who always put me in your first priority.maybe because of this,i always take you for granted.i didn't mean to.
i wanted to love you like how u love me.but sometimes,i just need you to give me more love than i give you,and i know u did:) you always did.
being together with you,is such a wonderful things all i can have:) do you know it?
i am glad that we are able to met in such a wide world with lots of people,and i think we are fated to meet:) so long as where you are and where i am,we will meet somehow even though now we didn't met.
but thank god,gave us a chance to meet and to love each other:D
i hope you can always love me like what you are doing now,and i can always love you like what i am doing now too:)
or even more than now.it's you,who makes my life brighter and livelier.living up to the fullest each day.accompany me each day,caring for me and concerning for me.chatting with me on the phone for hours till i feel tired.i am really happy with you by my side.SERIOUSLY!
i hope you won't because of such small things jealous of people or what.most importantly is,you are sure that i really love you right now!~so STOP BEING JEALOUS OF OTHER GUYS! :)
but,anyway,that's shows that you really treasure me and love me.i am happy for that:)
not forgetting about my best friends too.
NOTES FOR YOU(VKSY):really sorry for always letting you give in to me every time even when i am in the wrong.you've always let me.and sorry to flare up on you for no particular reason or whatsoever.and you never ever take any chances to scold me or flare up on me:(
I AM REALLY SORRY!
MOST IMPORTANTLY,YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS BAOBEI!LOVE YOU SO MUCH,AND YOU KNOW I ALWAYS DO:)PLEASE BARE WITH ME!~^^
