Yesterday went to my sista house eat tom yam maggie again as her leg is still swollen like a PIG. Hehe the tom yam maggie damn nice. Meet them around 5 plus at compass point and the 2 of them went to ask for jobs vacancies. But too bad, no luck. Haha, was very hungry on the way and i bought hot and spicy chipster, hello panda and salmon sushi, after that then they decided to go trim their hair. Feel like trimming too. But i scare my hair won't be straight after trimming. So wait till i have the money to rebond my hair again then i trim. Eat my hello panda inside the hairdresser then when i eat finish then the guy told me i am not suppose to eat inside their shop. -.- rather don't say. After that buy my favourite grass jelly soya milk drink and my friend drink pearly then walk back to her house. Had fun and laughter there. Took some pictures as usual. Cam Whoring is our favourite! hehe! then slack all the way till 11+. Me and ys walk out together and she went to take MRT. So i went to take my bus. While waiting for bus, she called me and ask me to wait for her as she has missed her last train. HAHAHA! Took bus together and reach serangoon. Wanted to take 147 back to her house at boon keng, but last bus had already left. HOHO! luckily still got bus 853 that she can take to potong pasir then take her 65 back home. Anyway had fun with them.

Back to today, early in the morning get up and work. To my surprise, our call centre had already started. Oh man! i was all alone in the morning, damn freaking bored la. Had to handle calls from that old virgin JILL even though our calling centre already started. It makes not much difference. Early in the morning already not in good mood as my colleague keep playing prank call on me. Somehow feel damn irritated. Never give me a piece of mind. I think if this continue, sooner or later when a real customer call in, i sure be in hot soup. I won't be surprise if this really happens. Ask her don't disturb, she keep denying that she's the one. So pissed off. If she admit it's her, i won't get so pissed off. Keep saying it's her and she keep deny. Fucking stress. Never think of people feelings only know how to play. Whatever la. hais hais hais so sian leh. Tomorrow again alone in the night. Really can bored to death. I hate calling centre open. Next month it's my turn to go in to calling centre. SIAN!!!!!!!!

-.-!!

Hais today so damn blur while working. Whole day damn blur. Maybe not enough sleep yesterday. Heh! Spend almost more than half the day outside. Somemore got one customer bought so much 10k plus items for 3 different invoices under installment. Wanted to collect his vouchers, i see already my eyes can CROSS x.x..so damn fucking filthy rich. Hmm, while counting his voucher, cold sweat when i was all alone. Luckily xana came back to help me. If not i don't know how long will i take to figure out the whole thing. Hate do things that concern money, so damn stress. At night the ATM cannot dispense cash. So i called up the DBS bank to ask them come and top up the cash. I called the hotline and a guy picked up, saying good evening may i help you. Then i say good morning, eh no good afternoon, nono good night.......-.- then correction again, good evening. Finally got the right word. Don't know what i am doing. Even the guy say good evening to me again, without laughing. Hais so malu until i ownself also laugh. Need to train up on my spoken english. Can type but can't speak fluent. All half bucket water. Ok stop here, tata!


My SISTA for life!


Nevermind no flyers at least i still got a chance to stand beside it;)



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Headache headache! early this morning got a sms from my ex-boyfriend. Saying :" Up till now i still can't stop thinking of you, but i can't imagine to see you again,everytime i imagine if i see you outside my thinking will be want to hide from you." I was awake by his sms. I read it and just fall back into sleep. Then i had nightmare about him, keep pestering me, and we even chat on the phone. I dream he even kneel down and knock his head on the floor and beg me not to leave him. Oh my god man, it just seem so real. Had a headache when i wake up to go for work. Never had a proper sleep after seeing those message. HAIS when will all this stop? today i went work was totally blurred. I write down the HCC things without even sorting out different catagories. But after working awhile then feel much more better. Today philip aunty cook soup and choco cakes damn nice. HAHA i love the soup so SWEET~yummy. Also got the nuo mi fan, mike use it to tempt me, hahaha! but too full to eat it. Then talk cock with him, and come to some topic link with my boyfriend. Hehe. He say me cling onto him don't want let him go. I asked him you so sure is i am the one who cling onto him not he cling onto me is it? HAHA. After that He told me my boyfriend very cute, keep disturbing him ask him who is your girlfriend, what's her name, and he don't dare to say out my name. Only tell him : " there that 1 lor, from mega that 1." Then mike say he disturb him again and say mega so many how he know which 1. Hahaha. After that mike say he ask him will he have another girlfriend next time anot, and he told mike won't, i am the last 1 to him. Then mike ask him, you so sure and serious? Then he pause and think for awhile , and say ya. Then i say aiya now he at woodland courts later he find pretty girls and will go for it. Then he say woodland all old aunty no pretty girl except for 1 female promoter very pretty. Haha the way mike say it so funny. And we also talk about his personality, that he's very career minded which mike and me also agreed. I told mike i won't be surprise that he put career infront of me. Anyway he's still young and still have lots to learn. Mike also asked me is he hot-tempered, and i say yes sometimes. One advice is to control his own temper in work is a must. Which i think it's true. Anyway just quarrel with him. Things settled. Bad temper people is like that. I am not a good temper person also. That's why always hard to hard. Sometimes somehow really tired of that. I just can't change my temper. I know my temper sucks. But when i am good i can be real good:) But mostly i am good if you don't step on my tail=P Just now even my mum ask me when can i change my stupid temper. Last time also like that now also. That's my personality what, i just have the same temper as my father. Hais, sorry i didn't want it to be this way either. One more thing is about my colleagues. Heard the stories between him and her. Felt so disappointed in the guy whom i USED TO ADMIRE previously when i first step in Courts. Now not anymore. Really drop all the way to the bottom of my heart. He seem so decent,innocent type and yet, when there are girl who free give herself to him, he actually go for it and did all those kind of things and their relationship is just FRIENDS. What to say? really makes me disppointed in guys. Should i say the guy cheap? or the girl cheap? or both even better? Guys doesn't seem to have those kind of resistance huh? as long as the girl give herself to them, they just "eat". Am i right to say? Sometimes i wish i am single and can play as much as i want, but now i have my boy, i don't want to think about all this things, like what people always say, not all guys is the same. So i have faith in him that he is out of so many guys, he's the only few that won't do this kind of things. He have his own principal and that's what he told me. If he break his own principal i make sure he kanna AIDS. HAHAHA! SEE YOU DARE ANOT. Hmm.... very tired now. Tomorrow need to wake up at 6am with her for the singapore flyer. SINCE WHEN WE BECOME SUCH A TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN! OMG!!KIASU!anyway i'll end here. update soon!

my dear lawrence ang guan nam.. sorry always treat you so bad and yet you always make the first move to apologise. But this time round is really your fault for showing me attitude. And to be honest to you, i really disappointed in guys whom i see and know so far. Hope you are totally different from the rest of the guys. I have faith in you. I just can't tolerate this kind of guys. Temper i can tolerate but not this. If you don't treasure me, all i do is just leave. But i do hope you treasure me always. When i am not with you,i can't take care of you, Please do take good care of yourselves, don't get cut here and there,love you.....




HELLO! So long didn't had the chance to blog already. Hee. Kinda busy with work and stuff.
Valentines Day just past not long ago. Although didn't get to spend it with my lawrence on the day itself, we already celebrate it in advance. Actually not only on Valentines then we can be more loving or whatsoever, to a couple, everyday is a Valentine to them, but it's just that it's a more special day. But to me, every moment spend together is more than anything else. BIG THANKS FOR THE CARD YOU MADE, REALLY APPRECIATE IT. Although it's not flowers or what. Just felt happy to get to see him once a week, though it's quite little since the both of us working. I have to understand that. Time to us is very precious. Whenever we are together, time always past very fast. But i can't do anything about that. Sometimes I really don't know why my attitude towards him so sucks. It's not his fault at all and he didn't even do anything bad to me. I think it's just my own attitude for being so fucked up. Sometimes i just pity him have to endure with my nonsense and sorts. Hais. Yesterday just told him i don't have the feeling that i am in love, i know it really hurts to hear this. Sometimes i think back, i am the 1 who never show him much love at all. Inspite he never said this kind of things to me, that i am not showing him any love. I think most of the problems lies with me and not him. I felt so bad. And whats more is he actually blame himself for not showing much love to me, and saying sorry to me. I should be the 1 saying sorry. Really feels bad. It's been six month we've been together. I want to last long with him, but i don't have the faith in it. Maybe from my past experience which makes me lose confidence in relationships. I am real real sorry, to stress you up, and making you feel that you are not a good boyfriend but actual facts is that i am not a good girlfriend to you.

But i wanna tell you is that, i love you, i wanna last long with you, i need lots of your care and loves. That's all.

[x]Hoon Qiu Ning <3.
[x] 13th September 1988, Her Big Day
[x] 22 years old
[x] Single
I love freedom!



Mystery

Simple


[x]Green
[x]Foods
[x]Drinks
[x]Happiness
[x]Families
[x]Friends
[x]Money
[x]OF COS,MYSELF and and and HIM


[x]GOSSIPERS
[x]Backstabber
[x]Insect
[x]Heartbreaker
[x]Empty Promises
[x]Flirt
[x]People who think they are perfect?when they aren't?
[x]Criticized people when they ain't good either?


o Happy with him always
o More love from him
o Happy Family and Friends
o Good Career
o Lose weight
o Driving license
o Car
o More clothings
o BurBerry Handbag
o Braun Buffel Wallet
o 1 CARAT DIAMOND RING
o New Bracelet,necklace and anklet
o GOOD HUSBAND THAT'S OF COURSE!
o Eat all the nice food
o Big House
o More money
I am easily contented,ain't i?just a simple wish will do for me.






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