Monday, March 3, 2008
hai. what to say, today is a damn fucking bad day. really bad.
as usual went out with my darling. went to AMK hub and then to j8.
but then who knows, when go j8, got new arcade, went in take a look.
then after that while walking around, saw this game a bit like beat mania.
but i don't know what is the real name for it.
when shows demo, he went to copy the beat of the music.
then i go play with him by pushing his hand off, who knows, he shouted at me cos of that.
really pissed me off. it's already not the first time doing it. and he keep on repeating the same thing.
or i should say same mistake. hai , i really don't know what to do.
if this have to keep on repeating, i don't know what i might do.
i really very sick and tired of people shouting at me. you know i hate people shout at me right?
i told you before a lot of times. but after you shout at me, and i forgive you, you only "orh".
sometimes i wonder you really understand or not.
only "orh orh orh". today whole day feels so moody. even now.
i don't know why. i feel like i have been treating him cold tis few days.
i scared if this happen any longer, i might break with him.
please don't let my feelings for you fade. and hope you won't shout at me again.
we are really drifting further. if really 1 day i should leave you, don't ask me why.
you should know yourself.
i know you have done a lot for me, but please think for me, who would wants a boyfriend who shouts at her? and i already told you yesterday, i really scared my feeling fade for you.
but i think you should know i still love you for now, if not i won't cry yesterday, right?
please, make the feelings come back. by behaving maturely and stop behaving so weirdly.
i really very sick of it already. i can tahan you now, but not forever, ok?
ok enough of this, today the leap years, i find it so sucks. lame-.-
ok end here, bye :(
