Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Hais just came back from home after outing with Alan, wee kiat and 2 other strangers, a girl and a guy whom i don't even know their names. Anyway still communicable. Went pool, follow by mac and went Time Zone for some arcade. After which went home.
Planned to have a nice chat with boyfriend as tonight he's free compare to yesterday, end up.........
QUARREL AGAIN!!.........
sometimes i really don't understand why this few weeks we keep quarreling. I feel very stress. Everytime we quarrel, i will be prepared for him to say break up or ask me to leave him find a better guy or don't talk anymore. Because these few words always come out from him.
Just now talk through everything on the phone. Sort out everything before he went to sleep. Although everything might seem fine, but in my heart, it's still kinda not fine yet. Are we meant for each other or we might just end up like my first relationship, after 10months plus being together, i enter a new job, then split up. Everything seems like repeating the same history. I am really scared when i enter this new job, we might break up. Just like when i enter Courts not long after resigning from my previous job, we broke off. I am afraid this might happen again due to quarreling.PS: Thanks to a friend who tell me a own make-up story about a couple. Thanks for the advise.
baby, this is what i fear of ok. it's not just simple quarrel that i stress about. Accumulated quarrel for this few weeks, somehow people might just can't tolerate someday, maybe you maybe me. You can say you love me a lot, but who knows when one day you really can't tolerate anymore. We can't predict things to happen or not. So i just hope to minimise our quarreling although i know i am always the one who find fault to argue about. My short and bad temper. Sometimes i know myself but i just don't want to admit wrong. Somehow because of you and your stupid attitude too. Ok just hope that we can carry on from now and ever. Be it 1 year 2 years 3 years or so on...... We will be together till everlasting. I dare not say forever cos i believe there is no forever. Anyway i've put in effort in this relationship, don't say i never ok.If i don't love you, i won't even shed a tears for you bcos you mean nothing to me, but you did make me cry so hard for you and only you ok. Lastly I love and i miss youuuuuu.............2 more days to book out........I want your KISS your HUG your EYES on me and everything...I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU!<3
You are the love of my life...
Our story begins on
15th August 2008To..........
The End
The One And Only, no one else would ever replaced.
