Thursday, September 24, 2009
I feel so damn damn fucked up now!
Just saying him eat so much like a fat pig only leads to another quarrelling.
I am very very sick and tired or quarrelling already.
From the moment he talk to me so loud i already trying to control my temper.
Trying not to argue back and talk in a good manner.
But he, talk more and more loud till i cannot tolerate.
Really damn angry. Then he said " i don't want to talk already".
Makes me more pissed off.
I told him don't talk don't talk la and just karp my phone.
So i just offline my phone better so he don't have to call and talk to me anymore.
At the point of time i was thinking,
if the both of us not happy being together and always quarrelling,
what's the point still together now? I feel like telling him,
let's stop our suffering and end it better.
I don't wanna always make him suffering with my attitude.
Always have to compromise with me. Sometime i thinking,
why so XINKU? For what?
I think that he sure can find someone better than me.
Don't have to keep giving in to me. No point....
I really feel like telling him now, but i don't wanna distract him from working.
I don't want him always because of me then he leave his work behind and come find me again.
Actually going to find him tonight. But now? I really don't know going or not....
I very FAN!!! Should this relationship be continue or what?
GRRRRR!!! I feel like letting him FREE.
I FEEL I ALWAYS ILL TREATING HIM!!!
I just sucks OK.
