Thursday, September 3, 2009
Yesterday came back from Genting. Anyway enjoy my days there.
The 3 days there he has been taking good care of me.
Anyway it's already over. Back to Singapore.
Things always goes smooth and bad these few days.
I am damn damn FUCKED UP.
I don't wished to, but i keep find out things that i don't wish to see.
Maybe it's heaven's will to let me see.
I just don't understand why some people like to hide things from others.
Maybe everything they say just to cover up themselves.
But i think that no point doing it cos things will always be reveal sooner or later.
Example,
She used to be your "so called" ex and yet tell me she's just a friend saying,
"happy 1 month"(for friendship)
is that ridiculous?and i thought only couple will say that.
I tried trusting him whatever he said.
But things doesn't tally.
Finally found out that they really used to be together and yet he keep denying it.
I feel being cheated. Why can't this small matter he just tell me.
And now i found his blog. I found more answer from there.
Shiok huh? Compile everything together, i really feel so much being cheated by his words.
I don't know i still can trust him or not.
I really can't tolerate liars. Even if it's a white lies.
I thought that everything i can just wash away after Genting,
But...............
I really don't know i can hang on with this rs...
although i know that now he only have me, he treats me well,
but i just hate liars. I want everything say out CLEAR
NO HIDING! CAN?! I HATE IT!!!
I AM VERY UPSET AND I HAVE NO MORE TRUST IN YOUR WORDS!
CAN YOU LET ME HAVE MORE TRUST IN YOU?
1 year with you, be good or bad, I have nothing to say. Just don't lie again and again.
I know you are good,
BUT YOU ARE BAD WHEN YOU NEVER CLEAR THINGS OUT WITH ME AND LYING!
