SHUT UP!

Friday, May 29, 2009

11:59 AM

All I want is happiness, purely from you,
can you give me?
Hope no more quarrels,
give and take alright?
I am short temper, you also, so we both work hard to change alright.
I am sure we can do it together.
Muacks i love ya baby ang.
Everlasting to our relationship.
Counting forward to our 10th month on 15th june<3
:)

11:06 AM

PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PLEASE GO AWAY~!!@#$%%^&*

Everything was fine in the morning. But came to afternoon, problems all comes. Damn low mood today. While doing calling center, kinda free, so went in to facebook to have a look. Saw hauyee's graduation photo and decided to take alook what pictures she have upload. Then saw all the photos that we took on that day. Well, after finish seeing all those pictures, i so happen to think of my boyfriend facebook, cos didn't have the chance to take alook. So went in to see and kpo viewing his profile. Happen to see his so called " crush " last time and given him a comment, asking him to check digicam. Well, what flash through my mind is that, hmm..? is he still contacting her? My question. Then since was SMS-ing him at the same time, so i decided to ask to answer my queries. But out of my suprise, he actually gave attitude through the SMS at first and i didn't bother to reply. After which he call me on my mobile and " shouted " ( which he claims he did not cos he is in the arcade ). But even so he need to raise his voice, i don't find a need that he talk with some attitude from what i listen. I was like hey, i just asking you a simple question can't you just answer yes or no, no need to give attitdue unless you did something wrong. Is it that you still misses that girl or what? That's what i was thinking then. Was kinda angry and told him off. Asking him to call me some other times when both of us calm down and talk to me nicely if he wants to talk. He kept on calling and calling till i felt pissed off and decided to pick up the call. He immediate shout at me and we quarrel, saying he did not attitude and if i don't want to listen to his explaination or don't trust him, then fine. Wah i was like damn damn fucking pissed off man. AND WHAT'S MORE, HE TOLD ME IF I DON'T WANNA TALK FOREVER DON'T TALK. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS. I don't even dare to say till like this and yet he told me this. Am i that worthless to you? That can let you say out this word so easily. Quarrel quarrel till wanna break off. Keep on crying till my eyes turn red. Noor saw me in toilet and asked me what happen. The minute she asked me, i totally cried my heart out to her. Anyway thanks to her for advising me. Everything sort out after that. Hauyee and yuanshan came all the way down to meet me just to accompany me. I am so touched by this 2 great buddies. When i am down, they are always there for me.

Thanks Noor, my best friend in my dept. Always my friend, not colleague. No matter what, you are always the one who comfort me, advise me and everything. You are the one that made me stay in Courts till now. I'll miss you when i leave. Today you hug me and cry makes me feel very blissed that you treasure our friendship. You are the first one to hug me and cry, really very touched. Muacks love you so much. Noor,Khatijah,Ayu,Xana. Great pals. I love them all.

Last but not least, My SISTER Missy Wong and BESTIE ys, Thanks for the company, you 2 are great pals! Love you guys too!BIG BIG KISS MUACKS!!!!

Anyway everything solved smoothly. The end!

Friday, May 15, 2009

11:29 PM

JOBS JOBS JOBS I REALLY IN NEED OF JOBS NOW!! I have tender my resignation letter on the 9th of May. I hope i won't regret doing this. Ya i did like this job but now, everything has changed. Management, especially Richard ( Fat Ass Director ), Jahabar ( Branch Manager ), office peoples, mushroom head ( Complain QUEEN ) and Evelyn ( Humji Manager ). Thou Jahabar never really do anything to me, but with all the rumours around makes me feel so stress. Yet now i am permanantly in Call Centre, which i can say, it totally SUCKS sitting on that wooden chair in a garang guni room, handling so much of calls and complains, being shout by customers, totally hate it and the chair Makes my back aching. Come back to the Richard, he is totally a SCROOGE! Everything CUT CUT CUT, CUT COST!!! Ya now the economic is bad, i understand that, we already working 44 hours instead of 40 hours compare to last time, and now we are not suppose to get any OT pay but claim hours. Somemore our hours claimed only on weekday and is OUR manager who CHOOSE for us when we can offset. WHAT IS THIS MAN! When you want us to work OT, you expect us to work on busy weekend, when come to payback of our OT or off day, you replace us with weekdays. Fucked up management ok. Now they are also implementing cashiering as our job. What the fuck__ If you think customer service is so free and easy, please come and sit with us. You can have the honour to sit the comfy chair. If you wanna increase our work load, please increase our pay as well. Now comes to our pretty mushroom hair girl or i should call her old virgin!! Keep thinking she's our boss, ordering us through the phone. Never pick up her call, she complain to our manager. Go and die. Now most crucial part thats my manager! If she's a good manager, i think i will still be staying in courts for good. IF ONLY she knows how to protect her staff, i won't be leaving. ALL HER FAULT!!! Ya i have to thank her for employing me for this job for working experience. If not for her, i won't have today. My 1 year of customer service skill. Is not that i wang en fu yi, if you are a good manager, i don't mind working for you all my life. But too bad, you never do it. Anyway it's over. BYE BYE COURTS.

Yesterday went for 2 jobs interview, after for so long i haven't been to any job interview. Kinda nervous. Went for the dental surgery assistant interview at orchard, have to mop the floor and clean the room and blood. Well have to reconsider. After which, went to UBI for data entry clerk interview, we are given 30mins to enter the data in microsoft excel and microsoft word. Have to type in chinese. Well well, seen the environment, kinda like it, but have to wait 1-2weeks for news if i am able to get the job. Monday going to Chinese Swimming Club for Front office Officer interview, hope will be a success one. After that will be NIKE as sales assistant. Hope will be a success one too. Quite unlucky yesterday, went buy bubble tea, the straw can't poke, end up everything splash onto my face, shirt and hair with CHOCOLATE! GRR!!After that meet him at J8 and he wanted to feed me the blackcurrent drinks, i thought he wants to disturb me so i push off the bottle and the drinks pour on my lips and skirt-.- what a screw up day:( Anyway, Hehe yesterday first time make up myself for job interview, not that perfect.

TA DA!!

Well although fail cos got smurge a bit, but my boyfriend encourage me and say pretty with make up:)quite happy for the word of encouragement. Yesterday after watching movie ( The Uninvited ), his friend SMS him ask him whether he wants to go for rounding. I was not quite happy with him because i always see him looks so tired and yet he wants to go out late at night with his bunch of friends for roundings. I rather he go home and rest than he go out late at night. Thou he says he seldom go out late at night nowadays, but true, i understand. It's not that i don't like you going out with your peers, if you want you can go out in the afternoon or morning then you will be back home at night 10 plus or 11 plus. I just don't really like you going out so late at night. Put yourselves into my shoes, if it was the other way round, my friends ask me go out late at night, how will you feel? don't tell me you will like it. Will you feel secure if i go out late at night? You will be worried am i right? If afternoon or morning it's alright you go with them, not that i wanna control you or i dislike your peers. Don't be mistaken. You still have your freedom to go out with your friends, but just make it less going out at night time. Afternoon or morning go ahead, i don't mind. I really hate night life guys. You want night life you go ahead, don't be my boyfriend. I don't need a nightlife boyfriend. I know the things that i said yesterday is somehow hurtful, but i comes with no choice. You are a good boyfriend, i know, honest with me and everything. I like it. Ok. Somehow i am still a very lousy girl. Difficult to please and things like that. Making your life damn miserable i guess? Anyway sorry for yesterday incident too. Hope we can quarrel less and happiness more. Thou yesterday is our 9th month anniversary. But i make it a fucked up day for you..........

Pictures to update......

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