UH OH~ UH OH UH OH!! hais so freaking sian life without jobs.
Please please please i want a job which i enjoy my time with.


Yesterday went out with hy, ys to vivo. Chit chat and walk walk shopping around. It's GSS! But too bad i can't shop, no money!! Anyway while shopping in TANGS, i saw this pierre cardin wallet, small and simple. So i choose to buy it. Aww,anyway it's quite cheap so it's alright. My GUESS wallet is damn freaking big that i buy 1 year ago. Hee time to change wallet to allow more money to flow in~~~After that my boyfriend come VIVO to find me straight after finish his reservist. Haha kinda touched. Anyway that's what a boyfriend should do am i right?! Hah. After that follow by Jun Rong while we sitting near the sea to chit chat. Skies so dark and raining, so ys decided not to play basketball and we decided to go to suntec to meet up her boyfriend to see the NUM sales. Nothing much thou. Then me and my boyfriend went to the next room to see what thing can we buy. Then we see chocolate selling 4 for 11 bucks. Quite cheap for the chocolate. He buy for me:) Thanks dear. After which we went to PC show. So packed with people. We are at the back of them and we separate from them. Then we went to COURTS booth to take a look whos there. Saw Paul, Andy, Tumadi, Ken, Tiffany and most importantly, NOOR!!! Miss her damn much although only few days i never see her. Finish visiting the rest then we went out to look for hy n ys. Went to watson sales and saw pei xin. Haha she looks stunned while she see me. I think she might be thinking who am i? LOL! Ok hungry and went to eat JUST NOODLE. Finish eating and we went home. Jun Rong send hy to serangoon and he took bus home. Boyfriend came to my house and accompany me till late night around 1+ and went home. Thanks for the company.

Overall a nice triple date. Haha.

Waiting and waiting for jobs opportunities. Please come to MAMA!

Aww, nevermind , just goes with the flows.

Just no more OFFICE JOB! =P

Wahahaha! office job sucks la!!! yesterday first day of work i quitted already. OMG right. HAHAHAHA! The first moment was when i reach there, they told me that my office is not at level 5 which i thought it was at first. Cos i've seen the environment in level 5 is quite good. But end up they told me is at level 4. Cos level 5 is all quite young staff, compare to level 4, all the staff there more than 10years over there, old staff. At first they ask me to type the chinese sentence. Still feel ok at first. But after that, i slowly type and type. The girl beside me is also a new staff who just came 2 weeks before me. Talk to her since she's also around my age. Hmm, the both of us keep using the chinese dictionary to find words. Haha. Pathatic. I sit there till my butt and back pain. Even headache. After that around 2 plus, then we went for our lunch nearby. Hais really very boring kind of job. Keep sitting there looking at the computer screen, and type. After my lunch, my mentor ask me to go over to another computer to surf for HK Horse Racing information and key into excel. Copy and paste all the matches to the excel. Then key in everything in order. Many steps to memorise. The winning bet money must key in correctly, if not we will have to pay ourselve. So dman many things remember. After finishing all the re arranging, we must save to this folder and that folder. Pull and drag into floppy disk. Then use the command prompt to do the data. What the fuck. While she teaching, my brain almost shut down. So damn boring damn lifeless ok! I really sit until i very scared of sitting! My butt damn PAIN till gonna numb!!!! No choice, i try to tolerate in the office but at the end of the day, i really don't like this job, so i decided to tell my supervisor that i wanna quit. Feel kinda awkward but no choice i don't want myself to drag all the way there. So i return the access card and my locker key on the spot. Free labour for the day! HAHA. Think for now i am more suitable for retail jobs as i am the kind of person who love to talk alot. I cannot sit whole day keeping quiet. Hais.

Nevermind i am sure i can find a job real soon! JIAYOU TO MYSELF!
For the time being just slowly send my resume, waiting calls, like what my dad says, don't send too much in one time, if not all call i reject my circle of job will be lesser and lesser. So i send little by little if really no calls for 2-3 days i will send in again. Now just slack for awhile. But i will be very poor. Hais. Just stay at home don't go out lorrrrrrrr..........

Anyway my baobei will be out tommorrow, not today, still feeling ok, not that much of disappointment. Hehe think i independent already. Few days never talk much to each other i finally get used to it. Wee that's a good thing for me. So i won't have to keep feeling gao wei. Never talk on the phone i just online do my things and stuff and chat with my friend in msn or just play audi. But no matter what i still will miss him everyday, everytime, every min, every sec. Tommorrow finally can see him already, hope there won't be any clog up again. IF there is, then no choice, meet some other times then.


Now my main concern is JOB! JOB JOB JOB HERE I COME!! COME TO MAMA!!

Last day of resting! Working tomorrow~ Phew wonder how will it be like. Excited, scared, nervous... All kinds of feelings. But tomorrow i will know how is it like. So i don't worry so much first ya! Work and i will know how is it! Hope it will be smooth:)

Wake up early in the morning today just for painting our rooms. 2 mans came to our house to paint. Woo hoo new look of my room. But I am real damn tired and i have no where to go. Go out today? Nah, tommorrow have to wake up early, so i rather rest and somemore today wake up 8am-.- WHERE GOT ENOUGH SLEEP COS YESTERDAY SLEPT AROUND 3AM! Now i only can sit at the sofa, surfing net, eat and SIT. Whole day do nothing, just sit here stare blankly into the screen. People chat with me i just chat. Weather so hot somemore and my first day of menses. Grr, stomach abit cramp. Sweating! I wanna sleep but no place for me to sleep!!!! Got an idea of going to Hotel 81 nearby my house to sleep a few hours there with air-con. Shiok. But my boyfriend doesn't want me to go to that place:( Think my parent won't allow too. But i am really tired leh. What to do?! Very fed up leh. How i wish my boyfriend is not in camp so i can go his house and sleep!! HAHA!! Aiya don't wanna talk about it anymore, JUST WAIT!!!!


1 more day and i will be able to see him already~! :) happy happy. Few more days will be our 10 months anniversary. Soon will be 1 year and goes on. Baby baby i miss you. Now you in Camp i know is quite tough for you cos i know you hate hot weather without air-con. But few more days ok, just endure:) Friday meet you sure cook stingray give you eat. Make sure lots of chilli let you cannot take it. Hehe! Saturday and sunday you are mine too! "P Ok end here will update on tommorrow's outcome! whoo~

Hais just came back from home after outing with Alan, wee kiat and 2 other strangers, a girl and a guy whom i don't even know their names. Anyway still communicable. Went pool, follow by mac and went Time Zone for some arcade. After which went home.

Planned to have a nice chat with boyfriend as tonight he's free compare to yesterday, end up.........
QUARREL AGAIN!!.........
sometimes i really don't understand why this few weeks we keep quarreling. I feel very stress. Everytime we quarrel, i will be prepared for him to say break up or ask me to leave him find a better guy or don't talk anymore. Because these few words always come out from him.

Just now talk through everything on the phone. Sort out everything before he went to sleep. Although everything might seem fine, but in my heart, it's still kinda not fine yet. Are we meant for each other or we might just end up like my first relationship, after 10months plus being together, i enter a new job, then split up. Everything seems like repeating the same history. I am really scared when i enter this new job, we might break up. Just like when i enter Courts not long after resigning from my previous job, we broke off. I am afraid this might happen again due to quarreling.

PS: Thanks to a friend who tell me a own make-up story about a couple. Thanks for the advise.

baby, this is what i fear of ok. it's not just simple quarrel that i stress about. Accumulated quarrel for this few weeks, somehow people might just can't tolerate someday, maybe you maybe me. You can say you love me a lot, but who knows when one day you really can't tolerate anymore. We can't predict things to happen or not. So i just hope to minimise our quarreling although i know i am always the one who find fault to argue about. My short and bad temper. Sometimes i know myself but i just don't want to admit wrong. Somehow because of you and your stupid attitude too. Ok just hope that we can carry on from now and ever. Be it 1 year 2 years 3 years or so on...... We will be together till everlasting. I dare not say forever cos i believe there is no forever. Anyway i've put in effort in this relationship, don't say i never ok.If i don't love you, i won't even shed a tears for you bcos you mean nothing to me, but you did make me cry so hard for you and only you ok. Lastly I love and i miss youuuuuu.............2 more days to book out........

I want your KISS your HUG your EYES on me and everything...
I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU!<3






You are the love of my life...
Our story begins on 15th August 2008
To..........
The End

The One And Only, no one else would ever replaced.

BORED BORED BORED NO ONE AT HOME!!! ARGH!!!! HOW SIA!!

ROT ROT ROT.

3 MORE DAYS........FOR HIM TO BOOK OUT.....

1 MORE DAY.........STARTING NEW JOB NEW

COMPANY.....NERVOUS NERVOUS....

ANYWAY IT'S LUCKY TO HAVE JOB NOW! I HAVE TO TREASURE

IT NO MATTER HOW TOUGH OR HOW BORING IS IT.



PERSERVERE!!!!! I HOPE I CAN DO IT.

Kinda boring after work. Thought today can work with dilah and joke last time with her who knows she never come! Damn it make me alone inside suffering. Never come still sms me ask me come today:( Hais nevermind my fate. Today is totally an UNLUCKY day for me. Wake up thinking whether wanna go work or not, couldn't make up my mind. Flipping here and there, finally think of going since today is my last day, maybe just go there and enjoy with colleagues. But only can see noor. The rest like angeline , sarah and mira all new comers so still not that close with them. Anyway i will miss noor, xana and dilah. YAYA why today i say is unlucky is COS when i was on my way to work nearer to COURTS, i saw 1 tiny white thing drop just right infront of me. I touch my hair, see my clothes, see my handbag, there is totally nothing. What i think to myself is HENG arh! nothing much. Then when i look down on my pants, WTF BIRDSHIT!!!!!! WAH LAU, at that moment i just feel like going home!!! Was thinking if i hadn't so hardworking to come workplace, i won't get this shit!!! But anyway just a few more steps to courts. So just drag all the way there-.- been dragging to work ever since. Somemore today sitting alone in call center, oh man dilahh!!!! your fault for not coming ok! haha! ok nevermind, today is my last day of working in courts after 11months going to 1 year. Hmm i think i will miss all my fellow colleagues there. I've been happy all the while ever since management changes. Forget it, it's already the past.

Today is Boyfriend's first day of reservist. I can't imagine life without him calling me and sms me. It's totally damn boring! It's not that he never sms or call, it's just that he's not as free to sms or call compare to work. Now he chat with me awhile and he have to go for training or outfield which i think is not possible for us to chat on the phone at all. Luckily he already finish his NS, if not we don't even have time together:( Aiya no matter what, for this 1 week he is safe can already. Hope nothing happens. BUT I AM FREAKING BORED~ 4 more days for him to book out........




有时侯真的想太多,太多...... feel like closing my eyes and sleep for the rest of my life.
No worries, no stress, no tiredness.
In life, you will gain something, but lose something eventually......
Sometimes life can be full of surprises.
Sometimes life can be full of misery.
Happiness, sadness, loneliness and sorts.
Each stages of life.
We have to go through.
Life, old , sickness , death , love...........
Love relationship, can be sweet, sour, bitter or even tasteless.
Depends how we build it.
Sweet in the beginning,
Sour in the middle,
Tasteless in the end.
Will that come true?
Hopefully not in my life........
Can say i optimistic.....

[x]Hoon Qiu Ning <3.
[x] 13th September 1988, Her Big Day
[x] 22 years old
[x] Single
I love freedom!



Mystery

Simple


[x]Green
[x]Foods
[x]Drinks
[x]Happiness
[x]Families
[x]Friends
[x]Money
[x]OF COS,MYSELF and and and HIM


[x]GOSSIPERS
[x]Backstabber
[x]Insect
[x]Heartbreaker
[x]Empty Promises
[x]Flirt
[x]People who think they are perfect?when they aren't?
[x]Criticized people when they ain't good either?


o Happy with him always
o More love from him
o Happy Family and Friends
o Good Career
o Lose weight
o Driving license
o Car
o More clothings
o BurBerry Handbag
o Braun Buffel Wallet
o 1 CARAT DIAMOND RING
o New Bracelet,necklace and anklet
o GOOD HUSBAND THAT'S OF COURSE!
o Eat all the nice food
o Big House
o More money
I am easily contented,ain't i?just a simple wish will do for me.






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