Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Back from work another fucking tiring day.
Stupid i hate the OM there.
Just one mistake and she marked me. Damn. What a BITCH.
Another 1 is just like a 2 headed snake. What to say?!
Aiya forget it la. Just do finish my work and home sweet home that's it!
Yawns just finish playing audition with my boyfriend. Haha. He's a NOOB!!
Still dare to name himself as superman. Yucks. LOL!
Hais the blue black on my leg is still swollen.. Damn.
Now chatting with xiaoling on msn. Kinda miss working days with her.
She's a nice friend whom i know in Courts.
Got time must meet her out.
REALLY MISS COURTS STAFF ESPECIALLY MY EX COLLEAGUE!!!
MY BIG FAMILY! Although most of them are malays, we are really like one big family.
Really clique with them very well.
Now keep sneezing...... damn gao wei....
Wanna fall sick already la!!
Gotta sleep early. Yesterday went out with my darling whole day and bought some new clothes and a jeans. My stupid boy keep paying for me.. idiot.. even had my haircut at night and also he pay.
Feel so bad using his hard earn money.
This sunday going to his cousin wedding dinner at night with his family.
Very excited. Awaiting for that day to come!! Yippee!
So long never had a wedding dinner le.
I think if the dessert is ORH NEE HE SURE FINISH THE WHOLE BOWL LA!!!
FATTY BOM BOM!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
Ok gotta sleep le. 2AM now. GOOD NIGHT!!!
Last of all, Darling i miss and love you.
MUACKS!!!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Another tiring working day! It's been 3 days so busy working like hell!
Finally after tomorrow will be my off day! Woo hoo!!
Hais sian arh....
Now it's already 150am.
Just came back from Noor's house. Went to her house for visiting for Late night Hari Raya.
Hehe don't know why i see her i feel so happy.
She's just like a mother to me. So love her.
Went there eat her delicious home cooked food. Wow really damn nice ok!
Thanks Hubby for accompanying me go there. I love you ok.
Feel neglact him while talking to Noor. Sorry hope you don't mind ok.
But he can really entertain himself by watching the TV.
I was busy eating my food and my head went up and down and i can see that his head also up and down. -.- because why? CAUSE I AM BLOCKING HIS VIEW WATCHING TV!
Hahahaha damn cute la he.. then i purposely up down up down till he look at me=p
Hehe anyway a great day with Noor and the rest of them.
Especially my Boyfriend who is always there for me.
Send me to work and fetch me back from work almost everyday-.-
Sometimes feel kinda guilty seem like making him very shag and suffering....
Hais.. ok la i will end here.. tomorrow have to work again.. so have to sleep early.
GOODNIGHT
DEAREST BOYFRIEND I LOVE YOU~!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I feel so damn damn fucked up now!
Just saying him eat so much like a fat pig only leads to another quarrelling.
I am very very sick and tired or quarrelling already.
From the moment he talk to me so loud i already trying to control my temper.
Trying not to argue back and talk in a good manner.
But he, talk more and more loud till i cannot tolerate.
Really damn angry. Then he said " i don't want to talk already".
Makes me more pissed off.
I told him don't talk don't talk la and just karp my phone.
So i just offline my phone better so he don't have to call and talk to me anymore.
At the point of time i was thinking,
if the both of us not happy being together and always quarrelling,
what's the point still together now? I feel like telling him,
let's stop our suffering and end it better.
I don't wanna always make him suffering with my attitude.
Always have to compromise with me. Sometime i thinking,
why so XINKU? For what?
I think that he sure can find someone better than me.
Don't have to keep giving in to me. No point....
I really feel like telling him now, but i don't wanna distract him from working.
I don't want him always because of me then he leave his work behind and come find me again.
Actually going to find him tonight. But now? I really don't know going or not....
I very FAN!!! Should this relationship be continue or what?
GRRRRR!!! I feel like letting him FREE.
I FEEL I ALWAYS ILL TREATING HIM!!!
I just sucks OK.
Friday, September 18, 2009
WAH TIRED TIRED!!! After 4 days of straight working!!
Hais i feel that i never learn much in this job cos no one is teaching me much!
Mostly on my own. See customer just serve.
I am not assigned to any department yet.
Hais nevermind just learn as i do. The more i do the more i will learn.
Have to be more independent.
So far the people there is ok. But still not too sure la.
So have to slowly examine how the way they do work.
But for me i will not be so close to my working colleagues cos have to self protect.
It's better to be independent than always counting on others.
But anyway thanks to Sonny who teaches me lots of shoe knowledge.
Appreciate it. Luckily i still got yuan shan with me so i am sure she will teach me well!
COS I KNOW SHE WILL! HAHAHAHA!
But for the first few times of cos i will trouble her a lot, that goes without saying.
Anyway have to get used to it, cos i don't wanna job hop anymore.
I hope she can work long with me la.
Scarly later is i leave first.... hahaha! Shouldn't be la.
Oh ya recently never really update my blog cos working really makes me.........
DAMN FREAKING TIRED~
Chit chat with my dearest on the phone awhile only my whole brain wanna shut down.
Then when he talk so much, the next day i sure forgotten what he told me.
LOL don't know why these few weeks or months my memory really failing at night.
Can't concentrate much.....
Anyway 15 Sept is our 13 months, Sorry never wish him,
Happy 13 months Anniversary boy:)
Ok will update again, HAVE TO REST WELL IF NOT MY BACK ALL ACHING!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!!!!!Early in the morning daddy gave me a BIG angbao:)
Thanks DADDY I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!
Today went out with my boyfriend to COMEX SHOW last day,
very crowded, boyfriend nearly got into an argument with a stupid fucking lady!
Luckily boyfriend was cool enough not to argue with that damn bloody BITCH!
Such a low class people! Anyway forget about that.
Actually went there to check out the pricing for guitar hero for my WII.
But no luck, heard from the sales girl that first day already sold out:(
Nevermind, went shop around then till 6plus reach home.
Canadian pizza was here. So waiting for all my friends to arrive.
1st- Yuting ( ahma ) & her boyfriend
2nd- Hau Yee & Jun Rong
3rd- Yuan Shan & her boyfriend
4th- Ai Feng
5th- Joanna ( Due to working )
Hehe, Thanks all for coming, really appreciate it:)
My boyfriend really entertain my guest well, really glad that have him with me!!
DEAR THANKS A LOT FOR HELPING ME!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
But he like treating my house like his home-.-! HAHA!! Like know where i put all my things. LOL!! Help me clean up, serve drinks and food, really like my 100% husband.
HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA!!!
We ate pizza, cut cakes, chit chat and play WII.
Thanks all for the present. I love it!
Afterall, a very very sweet memory for my 21st birthday:)
Muacks i love all of them, especially my boyfriend:)
He did a lot for me, I just need him so much=p
Friday, September 11, 2009
Thank You boyfriend for the beautiful 15 pink roses.Saying you're sorry.
This few days I am always very harsh towards you,
never show any romantic actions towards you,
i know that sometimes you really feel sad and disappointed with my actions.
I know sometimes i am kinda unreasonable but you still gave in to me.
Seriously i am the one who are really sorry for my behaviour towards you this few days.
I am also at fault. I do love you anyway. So please do not doubt my love ok hubby:)
I LOVE YOU ANG GUAN NAM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Yesterday came back from Genting. Anyway enjoy my days there.
The 3 days there he has been taking good care of me.
Anyway it's already over. Back to Singapore.
Things always goes smooth and bad these few days.
I am damn damn FUCKED UP.
I don't wished to, but i keep find out things that i don't wish to see.
Maybe it's heaven's will to let me see.
I just don't understand why some people like to hide things from others.
Maybe everything they say just to cover up themselves.
But i think that no point doing it cos things will always be reveal sooner or later.
Example,
She used to be your "so called" ex and yet tell me she's just a friend saying,
"happy 1 month"(for friendship)
is that ridiculous?and i thought only couple will say that.
I tried trusting him whatever he said.
But things doesn't tally.
Finally found out that they really used to be together and yet he keep denying it.
I feel being cheated. Why can't this small matter he just tell me.
And now i found his blog. I found more answer from there.
Shiok huh? Compile everything together, i really feel so much being cheated by his words.
I don't know i still can trust him or not.
I really can't tolerate liars. Even if it's a white lies.
I thought that everything i can just wash away after Genting,
But...............
I really don't know i can hang on with this rs...
although i know that now he only have me, he treats me well,
but i just hate liars. I want everything say out CLEAR
NO HIDING! CAN?! I HATE IT!!!
I AM VERY UPSET AND I HAVE NO MORE TRUST IN YOUR WORDS!
CAN YOU LET ME HAVE MORE TRUST IN YOU?
1 year with you, be good or bad, I have nothing to say. Just don't lie again and again.
I know you are good,
BUT YOU ARE BAD WHEN YOU NEVER CLEAR THINGS OUT WITH ME AND LYING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!!!!!
Thank You boyfriend for the beautiful 15 pink roses.
